MeatloafSome days I just pray to the God of Sex and Drums and Rock 'N Roll
Some nights I lose the feeling, and some nights I lose control
Some nights I just lose it all when I watch you dance and the thunder rolls
Maybe I'm lonely and that's all I'm qualified to be
There's just one and only, the one and only promise I can keep
xx b u t t e r f l y h m m m , what to say? I am in a weird mood lately. But really its not just one mood, but many. Oddly peaceful when there is so much stuff to be done, oblivious, depressive, tired and somehow tranquil qithin myself. I have all these emotions and feelings, but yet without the presence of anger or irritation, which to me is bliss. Its like I'm on some sort of drug.
I've also found myself doing things i normally wouldn't. For instance I ahev been listening to meatloaf and have absolutely fallen in love with his songs, reading more often and with more intent concentration; losing myself in the story, laughing at things that last weekend wouldn't have been even slightly amusing... some of the things aren't even real.
Besides all these weirdness I don't feel confused really, but sure of whats happening around me. I feel secure within myself. But yet i wonder, am I going mad? Am I once again falling into the pandemonium filled void of depression which i sunk into a year or two back? Letting it lull me into a blissful state before throwing me to satans demons?
I n other news just made one of my best pictures last night, though sadly just when i was about to save the final product GIMP spazzed on me and froze. So basically thats why i can't show you it. The background was of a cavern/dungeon with water flowing through it. The BG had multiple layers to it, the original background, a colourized blue/teal one, one blurred, one with softglow effects, two with different textures and the last one made nice glittery effects on the walls. The horse was black and was facing forward, walking. It was blurred slightly nad colurized to match the tint of the picture. I liked it. Unfortunately as i said before i couldn't save it.
The eerie mood I've been didn't seem to mind though, and I wasn't angry for some reason.
T h i s i s r e al l y s t a r t i n g to c o n s u m e m e
F r i e n d s
I have discovered more people i know on devinat art.
You should checke veryones pages out.
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&& I think thats all of them. Check them out. They put awe in awesome. blech, thats such a gay sentence.
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cya for now, I guess. I haev nothing more to say. -smiles oddly- whats wrong with me?
oh, and T.F a message for you, as if you'd ever see it
And I would do anything for love, I'd run right into hell and back
I would do anything for love, I'll never lie to you and that's a fact
But I'll never forget the way you feel right now, oh no, no way
And I would do anything for love, but I won't do that, I won't do that
Anything for love, oh I would do anything for love
I would do anything for love, but I won't do that, oh I won't do that
Bliss
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